I gave up on telling you what is bothering me, why i am pissed, why i am so sad, because if i tell you and i say what you can do to help me the next time i feel this way, nothing will change. Its in one ear and out the other. In my time of need you know exactly what i want, but never give. Im starting to just accept it. i dont think time will tell on this one, i dont even know who you are. you will never show me the real you, and ive poured my life out infront of you. you probably dont care. I am looking for my life, but i think your looking for filler. i want to be proven wrong. i really need you to prove me wrong. no matter what happens what i do or say i love you and i will love you forever because i will know your the one for me but i dont think you want anyone for yourself.